i'll be ur bbylove..[my glass heart~]

26 03 09 o.o

2009-03-26T05:41:00.000-07:00

llaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2009-03-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

lesson learnt: trust no one

whee

2009-03-22T08:55:00.000-07:00

yikex

2009-03-22T08:48:00.000-07:00

the counsellor sucks & cannot be trusted!

she violates the confidentiality contract to the extreme where its unbearable.

she is a big fat liar.

she is a traitor.

she is SO DEAD WHEN I SEE HER IN SCH TMR

2009-03-13T19:23:00.000-07:00

BLAHBLAHBLAH

went swimmingggggggggggg!! (: just me & geraldine.

not so fun la,if more ppl then more fun arh (:

played arnd one hr plus then mrt-ed to amk!!

then i went shopping for make uppppppppppppppppppppp

total,spent over 60 bucks tdy.

eek.

so anywayyyyyyyyyy

boredom boredom boredom

i wanna gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo out (:

lalala

2009-03-12T07:45:00.000-07:00

& just to add tht total random streak in my blog,

i saw tht glass, :

half empty.

negative-yes it is.

feeling empty.

[[baby devil]]

12 03 09

2009-03-12T07:20:00.000-07:00

tdy was a fucked up dae.

went to see counsellor & ended up crying.

mrs choi wanted to see me.

so went to see her.

got into trouble ytd for a really stupid reason.

((it wasnt even my fault))

then..

counsellor said she wanna call my daddy..

i told her not to..

but she said she has to..

eek.i have to prepare myself to get a tok frm daddy,then.

haisshh.

i dun understand.

why must everything be so complicated??

sighh..

i think im losing everyone arnd me.

once i become close to someone.ill lose them.

& it hurts.

alot.

more than they'll ever think.

but i dun think they really seem to care anyway..

so i've given up.

acceptance,is the word of the week. -.-

next part,moving on...

thts why i decided.

ill leave darling(no,not a guy),before we totally fall apart.

cos,now we're falling.

present tense,FALLING apart.

so,if i leave before we fall apart totally,it wont hurt tht much.

no wait.

it still will hurt just the same.

but then ill blame myself for it.

no wait..i always blame myself.

so theres not much of a difference.

both ways,i get hurt just the same.

haisshh..

watever..

darling wont care abt me.

shes not unlucky like me to lose all her close frens wat rite??

im like a freaking magnet for bad luck.

so ill be replaced by someone else.

another person will get close to her & be darlings.

cos,after all,i dun think im irreplaceable.

but i do admit,tht im very,very different frm everyone else.

theres no one out there like me.

no,this isnt really a gud thing,being unique.

its just,well..

i dun think eu can really find another person out there called dakshaini-baby devil.

born in 040695.

a magnet for bad luck.

a girl who sucks at math.

a girl who loses her frens once they've become close.

a girl who gets into trouble all the time.

a girl who's,gng down the wrong path.

a girl who's,well.

aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

& tht sums it all up.

im me.

dakshaini,baby devil.

& i dun think eu really can find someone as crazy as me.

but,eu can,however,find: just another 'best girl fren'.

just find some other girl to be ur best fren.

but hey,she'll nvr be like baby devil.

the one& onli.

this part of my blogging pobably sounds like im bragging abt myself.

but i nvr said being baby devil was good.now,did i??

no..i think its probably the exact opposite though.

but,my counsellor will violently protest to this claim im making.

she thinks im a sweetie-pie.

kind,caring,thoughtful..

eek...i feel sort of guilty.

i hate my very being.

& theres someone out there whos actually admiring my being in such a way.

i feel disgust for,well,

myself.

dun freak,its lyrics.unless eu feel guilty..?

2009-03-03T02:10:00.000-08:00

eu dont seem to care.

just abt enuf.

cant take anymore of eu.

eu dont give me wat i deserve.

gotta get away frm eu.

got me over the edge.

gotta change my point of view.

just abt enuf

just abt enuf

just abt enuf

just abt enuf

just abt enuf

just abt enuf

just abt enuf

cant take anymore of eu.

got me over the edge.

eu dont give me wat i deserve.

im no fool.

gotta get away frm eu.

just abt enuf.

[[dun freak,its lyrics frm a song.so now eu can go fuck urself (: thnk eu.ohh,unless eu feel guilty]]

& it ends wif a sigh

2009-03-03T02:00:00.001-08:00

boredom!!!

zzzzzzzzzzzz

wat am i to do??

anyway..

im excited abt joining a new dance crew..

still recruiting ppl arh..

hmphhh...

nonono,its not my dance crew.

its my frens.

so anyway,i think getting into the crew will take uo my time..

it'll get my mind off stuff too..

stuff like how some idiot stressed me out.

but im wondering wat if i get too busy for others.

no wait.

ill set my priorities straight.

if i have time,ill make full use of it.

yea.

ill do tht.

gfs are more important.

rite??

ughh..

i hate how tht idiot makes me feel nowadays.

stupid parallel universe is partly his fault.

ughhh...bastard child -.-

hahax..

tht reminds me..

i miss hanging out wif everyone.

i want my ***** ********* ****.

nahh..its nth bad..i just wanted to create mystery.

:D

hee!

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

eek.so much for super confidence.

2009-03-03T01:47:00.000-08:00

i just feel like laying on the floor and crying.

no wait.

screaming,and crying.

im so annoyed.

with everything.

like,wtf.

can eu believe this?

this is sooo not happening to me.

why am i stuck in this parallel universe,this twilight zone tht i cant escape frm?

annoyed.annoyed.annoyed.annoyed.

does ** even realise how i feel.

one word,

UGH.

so much for super confidence.

eek.i just wanna get out of this parallel universe & be normal.

so tonight i will call *** and talk.

and everything will be PURRFECT.

030309,bytch,i am who i am.

2009-03-02T19:25:00.000-08:00

baby devil dollie star keai is the sex,bytch!
cos i do it like no other (:
confidence is hawt,& im a picture purrfect barbie doll.
fuck the haters,i cant be bothered wif jealous bytches.

sick of dealing wif all hys nonsense,
i've decided to grow up.
whether they,*whoever 'they'are * like it or not.
cos im just me.
baby devil dollie star keai.
i will do wat i want,cos i can.
no one can tell me wat to do.

& i've decided,
i'd rather make new gfs then hang out wif one guy & give all of tht up.
so im back,better than ever,& i've already decided (:

2009-03-01T01:50:00.000-08:00

oldoldold pic!

i dunno why i even put it up here -.-

ouhhk yea,and i got suspended.

[[for smoking in sch.]]

2009-03-01T01:22:00.000-08:00

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,Is it half empty?Have I ruined all you've given me?I know I've been selfish,I know I've been foolish,But look through that and you will see,That I'll do better.I know, baby I can do better.

If you leave me tonight,I'll wake up alone,Don't tell me I will make it on my own.Don't leave me tonight,This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,If you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,I listen to your breathing,Amazed how I somehow managed to,Sweep you off of your feet girl,Your perfect little feet girl,I took for granted what you do,But I'll do better.I know, baby I can do better

If you leave me tonight,I'll wake up alone,Don't tell me I will make it on my own.Don't leave me tonight,This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,If you leave me tonight.

And don't you know,My heart is pumping,Oh, it's putting up the fight.And I've got this feeling,That everything's alright.Don't you see?I'm not the only one for you,But you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight,I'll wake up alone.

If you leave me tonight,I'll wake up alone,Don't tell me I will make it on my own.Don't leave me tonight,This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,If you leave me tonight.Don't leave me tonight.

010309

2009-03-01T01:07:00.000-08:00

'eu have everything..but why did eu ** ** **** ***?'

yea im asking myself tht same question...

im losing my feelings for eu..

i dunno wats ur fucking problem.

but ur annoying me.

& im not just angry..

im irritated & hurt.

eu say eu love me.

eu toked to me when eu were drunk & eu told me eu loved me alot.

but why do eu act like this now??

do eu noe how this makes me feel..

i dunno wat to do wif our stupid relationship..

& yea,i really do think tht there maybe someone better out there.

im annoyed.

i dunno if watever i just said was out of frustration or if its the truth.

but honestly,dont eu think tht ur actions will get me annoyed??

eu seriously need to think back & see la ehkk..

until then,dun tok to me.

& thnx alot,cos now eu've made me cry.

do i love eu?or is it infatuation,like eu said?

i dunno...and i dunno if eu really mean it when eu keep saying eu love me.

fuckfuckfuck this is so messed up.

2009-02-23T01:19:00.000-08:00

valentines day lovee(wanted to put this up longlong ago but didnt.lawls...)

2009-02-23T01:04:00.000-08:00

omgomg,second pic,eyebags much?!

ughhh

i've not been getting enuf sleep edi..

haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

too lazy to blog abt tht day..

hais..bluek arh..

tdy ehk..alamak...

siak arh...

problem wif tht stupid dinesh agn..

pukimak dier..

anyhow kacao ppl...

then he slap darling eu noe!!

ck kia...

humji la he,when ask him if he dare touch me or rkycia,he didnt.

BUTO.

2009-02-23T00:57:00.000-08:00

160209

2009-02-16T03:45:00.000-08:00

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth, oh oh oh-oh
How'd I turn my shirt inside out?
Inside outright
Control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say

i pon-ned class.
wheeeeeeeeeeeee =]
two classes in one day siak..
teeheex!!
english..& sci..

&&& daddy came to sch tdy...

to see tht irritating unreasonable bitch..

got back my fone,whee =]

tht bitch told daddy to confiscate for 5 months

(i almosted fainted on her stupid floor)

&& after toking to her,i convinced him to give it ack to me..

(: &&&&&...boifie is sick tdy!!

sob2 so poorthing..

so anywayyyyyyyyyy................

im like very very sad cos im like drifting apart frm some ppl i noe...

& its partially cos of this other person cos he had probs wif them...

& how am i supposed to choose which side i shld be on??

both of them are just as important to me..

but wait no..i rather be on his side..

cos they werent really being my 'true frens'.

like bleah.

wateverr...

ouhhk & i went councelling tdy ..

wif gerald. (bahahahax geraldine) ..

then like yea lorr..

the councellor was quite nice eu noe...

she gave my oreo biscuit =]

130209 feb 13 oh dread

2009-02-13T02:03:00.000-08:00

stupidunreasonablebitch,go.to.hell

pychotic & paranoid = the current state of poooooorrrr baby devil.

hais.

today was the worst day of my fairytale life.

130209~friday the 13th

GOSHGOSHGOSHGOSHGOSHGOSH

life is so sad-.-

random: CICAKLOVECICAK thnx fer the help wif my blogskin =] iloveloveeu many2!

so yea...back to today being the worst day of my life,

ohmygosh...my fone got confiscated!like,=(

andddddddd the vp caught me for short skirt..

hais.& then she made me wear a super long skirt like reaching ankle and walk arnd sch wif tht.

i died of embrassment.& yes,i cried.

darling sharifah was there to lend me her fone to call boifie & tell him my fone got confiscated.

hais.

so yea,why do i hate my sch??

do i need a more perfect answer?

i dun think so..

-.- life sucks.

monday vp gonna tok to daddy...

& vp thinks of suspending me cos she thinks im going to get worst.

in wat way?i dont know.

OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

MOVING ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

tmr is v day!

=] yayy!

hahax!!

100209

2009-02-10T20:10:00.000-08:00

firstly,SPAMMERS HAVE NO LIFE -.-

so yea...bluek!boringggggg

having music now...& secretly using com...teeheex!!

sch is soooooo boring....

& class is over =D

*random loves*

2009-02-04T18:20:00.000-08:00

booooooooooooringgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

i didnt go to sch for 3 days cos of sore eyes..

& my stupid teacher called my dad & complained abt my behaviour in sch

then she said i dun care abt my studies & i oni care abt my appearance...

like wat the FUCK?

2009-01-31T05:47:00.000-08:00

260109!

bi i love eu!!

alot alot alot & alot =]

wheeeeeeeeeeee!!

kay2 dah giler dah giler dah!

teeheex!!

2 sntences

2009-01-31T05:36:00.000-08:00

outing wif boifie.. =]

oh & i love cicak =]

tht day wif the fugging moron

2009-01-29T22:02:00.000-08:00

I WILL NOT LET MY BLOG DIE!-.-

so anywayyyyy....

err..lets see..ouhhk ya,yest,fought wif some ******fugging shyt faced pig during tht stupid,stupid,stupid ceramics thingy!

& wanna noe who tht is? well, DESCRIPTIONS =] : FAT,UGLY,SHORT,FAT,FAT,FAT!!UGLY,UGLY,UGLYYY!!DUMB,STUPID,IN 2E1,NAME STARTS WITH D & ENDS WITH H,LOOKS RETARDED,LOOKS PERVERTED,& EXTREMELY DISGUSTING & THE ABILITY TO PISS EU OFF IS ,WELL,A MLLION & 103989881272485615 % !

-.-

wait,did i just make it too obvious which moron tht was?

mwahahahahahax! xD

so wat happened was :
the moron suddenly splash me with dirty water using the paint thingy.
i stare.
he gets intimidated.
he uses paint thingy to whack the poor helpless me.
poor helpless me whacks him back with nth but my poor helpless hands.
poor helpless me never use leg but the fuging moron kicked poor helpless me.
poor helpless me's frens watch.(interestedly)

stupid teacher in charge,(one old china woman),seperated us.

scold us.

i tried not to laugh.(at her)

another stupid teacher comes in & scolds us...

after nag nag nag,she made us say sorry to the china woman.

(for wat fugg siol?) so i said sorry & so did the fugging moron.

then we were let to go.(with a warning tht next time,we'll be refered to dm -.- )

then,outside class,i was like: ehk why eu wanna find prob wif girl sia?no guts to fight wif guys is it?

then xinni darling was like: ya lor!ehk next time dun fight in class la..cb,eu want settle outside la.
(she said hes not a guy,lols!)

fugging moron:*toks nonsense*

then blah blah blah oh yea,err bef this,the china lady accuse me of breaking one of her handle(wtf??) which i didnt do.so bloody annoying bodoh!!

err...yea...

tht was a fugging fugged up day siol...

(inspired to spell fugg tht way by xinni darling :x ps,i love eu! xD ) so yea

hahax!!oh yea..then fugging moron throw clay at me siol! bef the fight la,then like,i throw back lor..then megan help throw one at him!

then throw throw la...hahax...then fugging moron throw at her eye or smth..then i throw at fugging moron for throwing at her eye...then fugging moron llike gay fugg,go run around and hide..-.- .. then i tok nonsense la,i was like: ehk,think wat,anyhow disturb ppl,i GINGSTER kay? gINGster eu noe!dun playplay hor!!i tell eu already!!dun disturb my lesbian partner all eu noe!!my gf aso eu dare disturb! (jiefeng said i was GINGSTER =])

& there were like a whole grp sitting down wif me all shouting & toking nonsense wif me & laughing at him..hahahahax!fun bodoh!!

sooooooooooooo anyway...i walked xinni across sch where she go slack for a while,then met the whole grp ( the just now laugh2 one) then megan was wif them arh...then tok2 wif them all...then megan said she can go back late cos her mummy oni gng home at 11...so we walk through the park then went my hse lor...she use com while i went to bathe then i drop her under my blk & went doctor..(sore eyes) damn it pain bodoh!!

then then then...doctor gave me mc for tdy =D

then then then i was like*consulting frm the doctor or smth* then he told me i got eating disorder..& he said it was : anorexia nervosa. (i alr knew tht bef he told me aso-.-)

which he said was serious,so he wanted to give me medicine but i didnt want.then he was toking abt diet pills & he said he will never give me diet pills ever!and i was like:-.-''' (rite..hais...)

& then..yea lor..hahax!!oh yea eu noe i took the eye drop yes night rite,walao!after tht can taste sour2 in my mouth...like fugging disgusting bodoh!but i think my eyes better...then got antibiotics some more...

hweeyoo!!so much medicine!hais..anyway...now probably gng out wif my boo =]

hee! bluekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

~loves!

2009-01-26T21:15:00.000-08:00

♥260109♥

2009-01-26T20:58:00.000-08:00

Consider This: The True Meaning Of Love (Original version)

Can I trust you, mortal boy?
You say, you love me - oh, sure you do - ,but what exactly does this affirmation mean?
I do not have the slightest notion,no idea of what you understand by "love"and other terms as worn-outsuch as this old song and dance,you call romance.
Quite different flowers grow indeedin my small semantic garden ... -
so, let us see, if your good vow is more than just some chemical imbalance.
Is it worth the air you breathe,or will it be just another waste of time with you?
What I call "Love, precious and true",would you refer to this as sin,or crime and all that silly crap?
Now, let me put you to the test:How often have I heard these words:
"I love you so much, dearest dear,that I would die for you, right now, right here!
"Sure, doing this they're sitting pretty,but I say: piss on it,because this way is far too easy !!!
But: do you also have the strengthto be there for me till the end?
Would you have courage, live for me,respect my wishes, my decree?
Would you defend me against the world,fight the doctors playing God,slap your priests, if they came near,or anyone who interferes ?!?
Is the version of your Love as true,that you would use all means within your power just to meet the urgent plea,that solemn, final wish for dying of a helpless her or him,who lies in pain, who's suffering,now only begging for the end ...
--is your "Love" that of a true friend?
If I lay crying in my bed,waiting, no longing for the end,if I decide my time has come,would you then be that trustful one to guard this chamber, break this shell,and free me from this living hellby making sure my death is swift.
Would you grant me that sacred gift ?!?
Now that you've heard it, let me know:Are you then willing to let go ?!?
Say: would you do all this for me,would you respect my wishes, my dignity?
Because that's what LOVE means to me !!!

*by a band called sopor aeternus..whose singer,is a transexual or smth xD hahax!!the band is like really cool =]like seriously,its lyrics are deep & honest to like wat they feel,even if it may be against like..others' beliefs..yea =]*

2009-01-21T07:04:00.000-08:00

eeeeeee so-the-gundu looking lor he -.-

mwahahahaha thts wat eu get for stealing my pictures!

mwahs =]

tht stupd idiot & his godsister =]

2009-01-07T04:48:00.000-08:00

will i ever get some fxcking privacy!

09=]

2009-01-02T02:54:00.000-08:00

soooo..its 2009..

hmphh....

i guess its been okie so far =]

hahs...

i celebrated at pasir ris park!=]

it was super funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!

& then i vomitted frm drinking...-.-

uh huh...:x ...hee!

so yea...anyway...AIYOOO its so hard to wake up to go sch!

& i have no mood edi....hmphh....

2e1 this year la seyy =]

hahs..hope this years gonna be nice=]

cos seriously,2008 was a fxcked up year sial!

hmphh...yea....

i miss hanging out at bedok wif my bro & those other extra ppl hahax =P

& i miss hanging out wif froggie darling almost everyday=]!

& i miss waking up at 12 in the afternoon -.-

2008-12-29T06:01:00.000-08:00

went out wif xinni . taufiq . the botak guy . the tall guy. today =]
saw alot of ppl i noe at amk hub hahax
we then went to bugis...then homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =]

2008-12-29T05:55:00.000-08:00

life..

-.-

2008-12-28T08:59:00.000-08:00

old pic!was for some music thingy at the ending part of sch...i have no idea why i put this here-.-

oh n merry christmas=]

2008-12-28T08:22:00.000-08:00

2008-12-28T08:04:00.002-08:00

bestie =]

and no,he doesnt always have tht retarded psychotic serial muderer kind of look on his face =]

so anyway....

im scared...

im scared to be close to anyone nowadays...

cos i realise tht i'll lose the person and their frenship in a while after tht....

2008-12-28T08:04:00.001-08:00

2008-12-28T07:36:00.000-08:00

...

2008-12-27T08:00:00.001-08:00

im losing everyone and everything..

ill write a love letter with my blood

2008-12-14T03:46:00.000-08:00

cut once...

write imy...

cut into the same place agn...

write ily...

then rub the cut to remove all the blood in the cut to make sure eu dunno wat i did...

shhh..eu'll nvr noe..

*baby devil dolliestar keai*

2008-12-11T06:00:00.000-08:00

im sick!

so sick!

so so sick!

so so so sick!

hais..sore throat,fever,flu..

blahhhh i went out tdy..blah blahh no mood to blog..blah blah..very sick..blah blah...feel like dying...blah blah..saw smiler tdy.coincidentally he went amk hub..blah blah..i think we're falling apart..blah blah..i miss him..blah blah...ily la my idiotic bestie...blah blah..

2008-12-07T06:45:00.000-08:00

im doing this quiz cos xinni asked me to and babyshankstar included my name in hers =]

Qn1. The person that tag/ pass me this is ? xinni..darling froggie =]

Qn 2. The relationship between him & her is ? her n who?me?darlings la =]

Qn 3. Your five expression of her & him is? stupid idiot asshole moron..DARLING =]

Qn 4. The most memorable he & she have done for you is ? alot la =]

Qn 5. The most memorable he & she have said to you is ?uhm...i treat eu 1 dollar coke?wakaka=P

Qn 6. If he & she become your lover you will ?firstly shes a girl n secondly shes not hot enough for me!hehehex!

Qn 7. If he & she become your lover , thing she/he need to improve on ?become a guy n look hotter xD

Qn 8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?kick her butt until she cannot waalk already! xD

Qn 9. If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be ?i cant fnd a reason la..we both very awesome hahax

Qn 10. The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is ?uhm..be a gud fren?lol

Qn 11. Your overall impression on him/her is?no nid to respect tht asshole la lol jkjk

Qn 12. How do you think the people around you feel for you ?no one cares ;(

Qn 13. The characters that i love about myself are ?im just mi la..hahax

Qn 14. On the contrary , what about the characters i hate about myself ?i hate everything :x

Qn 15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?ME!

Qn 16. For people that love, care and concern for you, you say something to them ?i will love eu back n ill be there for eu when eu nid me =]

Qn 17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you want to know they think of you, they are?
1 darling froggie-xinni
2 babyshankstar-daughter =]
3 irisa
4 yahaya[cine!]
5 geraldine
6 shaboi
7 smiler boi
8 nara!
9 siti sarah
10 sara

Qn 18. Who is no.6?shaboi..bestie =]

Qn 19. No.9 a male or female ? girlllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

Qn 20. If No.7 & No. 10 is together, will it be a good thing ?nahhh..dun think tht theyre gay..xD

Qn 21. What is No.2 studying about ? huh..p6 this yr..

Qn 22. When is the last time you speak to No.3 ?its been a while!imy!!

Qn 23. What kind of music band No.8 like ?uhmmm..not sure..

Qn 24. Does No.1 have any sibilings ?yup!1 sis..

Qn 25. Will you woo No. 3 ?NO WAY LAAAAAAAA

Qn 26. How about No. 7?lol..hes my bestie..

Qn 27. Is No.4 single?yup tht idiot is =]

Qn 28. What is the surname of No.5 ?dunno..ts hard to remember chinese names xD

Qn 29. What is the hobby of No. 10 ?being a idiot =]

Qn 30. Does No.5 & No. 9 get along well?they dunno each other....

Qn 31. Where is No. 2 studying at ?marymount convent...

Qn 32. Talk something casually about No.1 ?hahax!my darlinggggggggggggggg

Qn 33. Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6?lol hes my bestie....................................

Qn 34. Where does No.9 lives at ? around tampines i think o.o

Qn 35. What colour does No.4 like ?red..i just asked him lol

Qn 36. Are No.5 and No. 1 good friends?no....

Qn 37. Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world ?lol no!!!hahahahax!i sexier la hehex

Qn 38. What is No. 6 doing now ?dunno..i shld msg him ltr :D

i heart xinni! xD

2008-12-07T06:23:00.000-08:00

yesterday i went out with xinni darling and taufiq and his frens!=]

we went swimming!

it was super duper fun kay!

at first i thot taufiq was like..unfriendly2..mean2..old2..bucuk2..but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

he's quite nice =D

so.......yea...

it was damn fun gng swimming and all tht la!

like seriously =]

but alot of mly guys disturbed me there :x

one guy splashed water at me then it accidentally kenna xinni darling and she stared lol

then another guy keep following me in the wave kind of pool

then another guy wanna ask for my number but i ran away..bahahahahax!

but it was ok la overrall =]

cherry blossom tattoo!

2008-12-05T07:53:00.000-08:00

Cherry Blossom Tattoo...
Besides the fact that the flower is exquisitely beautiful, the image has in itself a symbol and a significance that draw girls towards it. For grasping the sense of this delicate flower, we must turn to the Eastern cultures, like Chinese and Japanese, in which the cherry blossom has a certain status.So, if you are determined to get a tattoo representing a cherry blossom, it is worth taking a look at the symbolic significance of the pretty flower and the cultural connections that the image carries with it. Deciding for a tattoo must be a reason of joy for you and not just a fling of the moment. So for that, it is of the most importance to get a tattoo that has an interesting treasure within, a significance of something that is meaningful to you.To elaborate a little on the matter, let’s see, for starters, which are the differences between what the cherry blossom means in the Chinese and the Japanese cultures.What Does It Mean For Chinese?The Chinese invest the cherry blossom with high feminine qualities. For them, it is often a symbol of love, but especially, the cherry blossom represents the power of a woman, that resides in her beauty and her sexuality.What Does It Mean For Japanese?Another meaning is carried by the cherry blossom in the Japanese culture. For them, the blossom of the cherry trees is a big event, because they blossom for a short period of time. The delicacy and short life of the cherry blossom give it the significance of being a symbol of the transience of life. This conception has strong roots in Buddhism that says that all things in life are just transitory. Going even further, a stronger significance of the cherry blossom is that but adhering to its secret symbolism, you do not get emotionally attached, as you know that all things in life are temporary.Japanese also offer great significance to the fallen cherry blossom, which is associated with snow, another important symbol in their culture. There are many literal references in the Japanese culture that connect the fallen cherry blossom and the snow. It is also believed to be a symbol of an warrior’s early falling in battle.Japanese and Chinese think differently about what the cherry blossom stands for. Now that you know what are the symbols that mark this delicate and beautiful flower, you can go ahead and think about how a cherry blossom tattoo connects with your own personality and spirituality. Of course, nothing is set in stone, and even if you do not find that the Japanese and Chinese cultural significance of the cherry blossom does not have an important meaning to you, you can still go ahead to get a tattoo representing the flower, if only for the beauty of it..

kay tht was a random piece of information :D

but i wanna get a tattoo of tht! =]

bluek!

2008-12-05T07:04:00.000-08:00

blaahhhhh..

i hate euuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

i hate euuuuuu

i hate euuuuuuuu

i hate euuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!

[the person im toking abt is smiler arh..tht stupid idiot..wat kind of a best fren is he la..hweeyo!xD hais....yea]

sigh..kayyyyyy soooo..

this is wat happened:

i suddenly missed him soooo much tht i koled him...

then he was like blah blah eat already?blah ..

then i was like arhhhh imy!>.

then he was like jurong.

then i was like omg!im aso gng there tmr!!hu eu meeting?

then he was like *******..(his other best fren la)..

then i was like ouhhk....................ehhk meet me tmr la!

then he was like giving a hundred million stooopid reasons why he cant..

then i was like very sad already la...

then he was like..i have to meet her cos i promise her..supposed to be 2 days ago..

then i was like..but we nvr meet for like 1 week sia!

then he was like...toking some nonsense la...

then i was like...very sad...then we keep quiet for very long cos i nvr tok to him properly cos i very sad la...

then he was like...omg la he just put down the phone!

and i hate it when ppl put down the phone just like tht la...!!!!!

then i kol back and told him he was damn mean..then he was like toking nonsense agn..then i was like waaaaaaaah...

i wanted to cry....

then i was like...watever la..go meet her if eu want la kay..no nid to meet me arh..

then i put down the phone..

then i cried......*hais*

then he sent me a msg...then he was like..alla..dunno la..aiyoooooo!

i miss him and he dun..like...understandddddddddddd....!

then like...aaarrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhh!!!!

wah...but like am i crying for nth?

like am i being a cry baby or smth?

alla..i dunno la...

and if hes gonna say im being childish then like watever la....

arrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhh he doesnt even noe how to kol someone back and say sorry or like smth la..

hais...

arhhh i feel like screaming!

YEA IM CHILDISH SO WAT.UR SUPPOSED TO HANDLE IT.THTS WHY UR MY BEST FREN. DDUUHHH! >.<

but no la..i cant say tht...

its too obnoxious of a thing to say la..and im not tht kind of a person...

but like yea...i sort of feel tht way..

so yea....i cried and cried and cried..and i look like a horrible mess now...but bluek..>.<

hais..idiot laaa!!!

ily la stupid freak!imy.. >.<

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..................................

wat else happened tdy?.........

ouhhk..went out!

ouhhk in the morning geraldine n fate came to my hse..xD

cos my phone fell on the side of the bed and so i slept and didnt ans their kols xD

so yea then i had to rush2 get ready then leave...

then i met jeffrey!we cab-ed to j8 then to amk hub then to j-8 agn then to alot of other places!

so the ppl i met tdy are: adeq(adeq angkat),jocelyn,few other ppl whose names i cant rmb:x,benedict,su ching,jeffrey,fate,geraldine.then uh yea...sorry if there are others n i forgot ur names xD

so yup..

oh then i wanted to train sparring wif jeffrey and fate =]

oh oh oh...AND I CUT MY LONG LONG LONG AND SUPER PRETTY NAILS TDY! ;[

cos i wanna train sparring then i tk nk main bucuk la....

so yup =]

uhm... byebye:D

i treasure friendship =]

2008-11-20T05:21:00.000-08:00

201108 =]

i went out with smiler,dorothy,botak dragonboi and boi psycho today =]

it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =]

but i hate one of the guys mentioned above,cant say hu,cos im a nice person =]

p.s:its not smiler >.<

ouhhk yea...

i pon sch today..

went to tpy to meet botak dragonboi...

then yup...

today was damn fun sia=]

& i feel tht smiler has become like a really close fren to me arh..=]

ouhhkkkkk hes my bestie =]

oh yea,i went to j8 wif the whole grp(minus dorothy) to buy a super cute cap =D

its black and it says i'm a rockstar on it=]

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hey,rockstar(me) here,can i speak to pornstar(smiler)pls?

=] ily bestieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

rawrrr

2008-11-12T05:35:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeee

updates!

so..i went job hunting with xinni(darling froggie =])

then we got a job!!whheeee!!

butttt buttt buttttt we only worked for one dae n we quit the next dae.

and tht dae im referring to is today!

lols!!we quit today..we worked yesterdae..we just had like no mood to work today..

so yea..no regrets though,cos think the manager is a freaking jerk who has attitide probs and he is mentally challenged.. ......................................................................................................................................................................... I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her,I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. That's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. That's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind.She's fallen behind.She can't find her place.She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace.She's all over the place. Yeah,oh She wants to go home, but nobody's home. That's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.Broken inside. She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh... She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,........................,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,.........................,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,..................,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,......

barbellllllllll =]

2008-11-07T07:14:00.000-08:00

old pic..i dun luk lyk tht animore so dun freak out =P

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it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurtsssssssssssssssssssss

i swear it does =[

but it luks damn nice arh =]

n guess wat..

all thanx to tht asshole =]

my bestieeeeeeeeeeeee!

boi thik =]

i pity him arh..

after doing the thingy fer me he had to clean up n stuff..

so poorthing seyy =[

ily freak n thnx fer helping miiiii =]

hahs so yup............

~baby
*nini ohh nini* =]

th broken hearts were cured~~~~~

2008-11-05T19:59:00.000-08:00

hmphhhhhhh

why why why whyyyyyyyyyyyy did he say he loves me?

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???!!

>.<>

so last nite ehk..

die ckp...pe pe arh..

he was like i love eu...

then i was like o.O ...

hehs!i mean like i dunno how to react arh!

stress jek..

haishhhhhh..

~ he said nini ohh nini..ur cute & sweet..iloveyou..~

2008-11-05T02:48:00.000-08:00

my current fav song!i find it super sweet & cute & awesum =]

(p.s i noe sum of the lyrics are wrong..ignore it meanie!) =]

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we were both young when i first saw you

i close my eyes

and the flashback starts

im standing there

on a balcony of summer air (i noe this part is wrong xD but too lazy to find the right one)
see the lights,see the party the ball gowns

i see you make your way through the crowd

you say hello

little did i know
that you were romeo you were throwing pebbles

and my daddy said stay away from juliet

and i was crying on the staircase

begging you please don’t go, and i said
romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run

you’ll be the prince and i’ll be the princess

its a love story baby just say yes
so i sneak out to the garden to see you

we keep quiet because we’re dead if they know

so close your eyes

lets keep this down for a little while

cause you were romeo i was a scarlet letter

and my daddy said stay away from juliet

but you were everything to me

and i was begging you please don’t go and i said
romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run

you be the prince and i’ll be the princess

its a love story baby just say yes
romeo save me, don’t try to tell me how it feels

this love is difficult, but its so real

don’t be afraid we’ll make it out of this mess

its a love story baby just say yes,
Oh, oh
I got tired of waiting

wondering if you were ever coming around

my faith in you was fading

when i met you on the outskirts of town, and I said
romeo save me i’ve been feeling so alone

i keep waiting for you but you never come

is this in my head, i don’t know what to think

he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
marry me juliet you’ll never have to be alone

i love you and thats all I really know

i talked to your dad you’ll pick out the white dress

its a love story baby just say yes

oh, oh, yes

we were still young when i first saw you

***nini oh nini =)***

woot2 =] nini oh nini!

2008-11-05T02:11:00.000-08:00

wheeee....

i went out with priyanka!woot2!

fun seyyyyyyy =]

yuppppppppp............

ouhhk ouhhk ouhhk so bored!!

i miss going out aft sch seyy!

cos now sch dh close kan..

so yup...

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ouhhk yea i hate bishan smiler boi cos he made me jealous!!

he sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks!!!

big.fat.meanie!go make me jealous cos he gonna get a tattoo!!

so bad u noe!!& he wants to get it done at my area sum more.. meanie!!

go amk & get all...sial!meanie!!

ouhhk yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....ouhhk ouhhk ouhhk..happi birfdae in advance to tht big fat meanie!

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& he said: nini oh nini! =]

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theres nth left to say..im breathless anyway..

2008-10-30T06:00:00.001-07:00

hey hey hey hey heyyyy =)

so me n her PEACE-ED today =)

awesumness rite?yea..

soo...sorry for not blogging for so long...i was just lazy.. teehee =P

so yea..uhmm..

updates bby! =)

1) i cut bangs! o.O

2) i rebonded my fringe!

3) i got hair extensions!

4) i have this sudden love for pink!

5) i wanna learn how to skateboard!

6) i wanna be less giler2 -noisy-ish..=)

and theres lots more coming up..hahax!

no.6 is cos of tht dumb pig..

but i guess i still love her..i mean in the akak-adq way arh..

i noe wat u were thinking..dun be sick.. T.T''

uh huh.....

oh n i got pink hair now..i mean its not totally pink but..yea..

i love it =) its awesum!

ouhhk n i wanna go get a tattoo =D

yea im totally serious..

i wan smth realli cute =)

ohhh yea btw i failed maths like super badly..

so for another 3 freaking weeks i have to go to sch n do maths..

every single freaking day..

now u noe why i hate sch.. >.<

n i hate everyone in it!

well not realli every single person..hahs! =)

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kays so like...

im tired of everyone getting involved in wat i do..

cos im just so sick n tired of it all..

sighhs....

i just dunno how to like..like react to this kind of stuff..

cos like i just want to get like space...

n i want everyone to like stop suffocating me with wat they think i shld do..

cos like its mi life..rite??

i shld get the freedom to do wat i want...

can sumone go agree wif me?.. >.<''

uhm yea...

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Someone call the doctor

Got a case of a love bipolar

Stuck on a rollercoaster

Can't get off this ride

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hais...

ever felt worthless?

like..ever thot if like..like if u died would anyone ever cry?

if anyone realli loves u?

if u realli meant anything at all to ur best frens?

sighs...

n ever thot if dying would let u escape frm everything?

i have..sadly..

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okies emo..

theres realli nth wrong wif being emo...

i used to be emo..

sort of still am..

hmphhh....

U DID NOT HEAR THT N U WILL FORGET IT.

yea.

u will forget it.

yup.

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2008-10-21T04:30:00.000-07:00

we are proud to be retards =)

LOLlipop =)

2008-10-21T03:42:00.000-07:00

tralalala =)

go see see seeeeeee the vid!

cos u noe its awesome =P

hehex...me dgn syarifah..

ohh yea we saw this guy..uhm..called praveen or smth..

yea so thts why i told her to go cut the vid..teehee =P

oh la laaa shake ur booty maaa maaaaaaaaa

2008-10-20T04:56:00.000-07:00

dear world,

i created a new song!

OH LA LAAA

SHAKE UR BOOTY

MAAA MAAAAA..

=) (let the insane ppl take over the world..so that i can be the princess =) )

calling frm POKKA..GREEN TEA =)

2008-10-20T04:49:00.000-07:00

hahahahhahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaax!

omg..kay...so like...

this random guy just called me...i dun even noe hu he is arh...

then i was like hu is this..then he was like..im calling from POKKA..can i noe ur name?

hahax!then i was like wat?n he was like..pokka,the green tea..

lols!!!!!!!!!!then i was like how did u get my number?

n he was like the supplier...LOLS....

hahhahahahahahhahahahaax!then i was like..

ehhk..dun kol edi la sial...

end of story...

now u may go back to digging ur nose or watever u were doing =) .

the panjang2 post =)

2008-10-20T03:57:00.000-07:00

tadaaa!!these are the pics of all tht stuff i wrote n all..

soooo...im tired of fighting with...uhm...HER..my so called akak angkat arh...

im tired of fighting with her then making up agn...

i mean like wth arh..

i went out with her on saturday..then she was like...normal at first..

then she just disappeared all of a sudden..like seriously..

then i was like can u just come back here..

then she was like no im staying here..u come and find me..

then when i went to where she was supposed to wait,

she wasnt there...she then told me to take a BUS and go n meet her at amk hub..she said shes there..

like wat the freaking dumb idiotic stupid HELL!?!

hu will actually do smth so dumb and psychotic like tht?

like seriously!

no one will just abandon u n leave while ur out rite?

so..to my dear darling akak angkat: UR A FREAKING PSYCHO..

UR MEAN,INCONSIDERATE,UNBELIEVABLE AND ...ughhh

A HUGE LIAR..

im sorry for trusting u...reali.i am...i cant believe i didnt noe hu u really are till now...

and im sorry for not listening to HIM when he told me tht..well..U SUCKED...

so yea...i noe this will sound like totally mean n all la but like...uhm..yea...

i feel realli mean..hmphh...

but u were worse..so yea..

sorry for wasting my time and considering u as a real fren..

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.hmph.

oh n yea i cried.thanx alot!ughh...

yay! =)

2008-10-17T08:18:00.000-07:00

elloooooo =)

so yea..uhm...

im blogging at like 11.20 pm..

my dearest syg,akak ZUHairah came over to my umah after we went jln2 at amk hub..

then we were doing henna stuff n all

superrrrrrrrrrrr fun la!

and we did this thing..we wrote kimi raven (akak zuh) ownage on my hand

and she wrote baby devil dollie ice ownage on her hand =)

it was the whole uhmm..(S)abg (/S)akak & adeq bonding =)

oh yea btw i kol her abg now..hahax..

cos she got her new haircut n stuffs..

oh and when we went out ppl mistook us for a couple xD

especially this stupid kfc guy hu was staring and staring and staring like wattttt oni...

so ANYWAAAAAY...

yea the point is she left my umah at 11pm!yay! =)

it was awesome and fun like giler sehhh...

hahs looking forward to meeting her agn soon!

ohhh tht reminds me..

monday ade dance (cca)...1.30 to 5.30....

alalalaaaaaa...cant pon cos my attendance is being monitored by tht mrs choi...

haisssssss....wat a spoiler arh...the thought of going for cca..

alalalaaaaa...

~me! =) ~

sick of it..

2008-10-16T05:32:00.002-07:00

im just so so so sick of trying to please everyone arnd miee..

and just when i think things are getting better,i realise tht im gonna probably get killed by my

cuz cos of some stupid thing..hmphhhh...

wat happened in the past is..the past!!

i nvr meant for things to go tht way..

sighhhhhhhhhhh...

im so sick of everything rite now..

guess u cant really trust anyone..

2008-10-15T20:02:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeee... =)

bored!supposed to go out..but nid to wait for my maid person xD ..

so irritated!shes supposed to be here by now n im stuck at home cos of her..

ughh.......so so sooooooooo boooored and irritateddddddddddd!

so yea..ohh..bored bored bored bored bored bored..

so anywayyyyy..

just wanna randomly say tht..:

if u heard frm someone smth abt me,

dun just go on n believe it!

dun believe anything u hear unless it comes frm me myself...

im like so sick of rumours n all...

hmphhh...

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua di sini
Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu[Mmm]
Membuka puki yang bau cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua di sini
Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua di sini
Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

spookiness is hawt =)

2008-10-15T05:39:00.001-07:00

ello!i noe i just posted like 10 mins ago....but anywaaaaaaaaaaay =)

spookiness is awesome!

awesome!

xD but realli it is.....

spooky music..outfits..n everything =)

im inspired by the whole spooky thingy... o.O

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can i trust u,mortal boy?

u say u love me,oh,sure u do...

but wat exactly does this affirmation mean?

i do not have the slightest notion,

no idea.

of wau u understand by LOVE,

and other terms as worn out,

such as this old song and dance,

u call romance.

quite different flowers grow indeed,

in my small semantic garden...

so let us see,if ur gud vow,

is more than just some chemical imbalance.

is it worth the air u breathe?

or will it be just another waste of time with u?

wat i call love-precious n true

would u refer to this as sin

or crime n all tht silly crap?

now let me put u to the test,

how often have i heard these words:

i love u so much dearest dear,

tht i would die for u,right now right here!

sure,doing this ur sitting pretty

but i say p**s on it! ( xD )

because this way is far too easy!

but do u also have the strength

to be there for me till the end?

would u hv courage-live for me,

respect my wishes,my decree?

would u defend me against the world?

fight the doctors playing god,

slap ur preists if they come near? ( o.O )

or anyone hu interferes?!

is the version of ur love as true

tht u would use all ur means within ur power

just to meet the urgent plea,

tht solemn,final wish for dying

of a helpless her or him,

hu lies in pain,hu's suffering

now only begging for the end

so tell me is ur LOVE tht of a true fren?

if i lay crying in my bed

waiting,no longing,for the end

if i decide my time has come

would u then be tht trustful one

to guard this chamber break this shell

n free me frm this living hell

by making sure my death is swift

would u grant me tht sacred gift

blessed is the flower tht grows in the nite

blessed the poison tht helps u die

blessed the guidance of a loyal fren,

blessed is he hu brings the end

now tht u've heard it

let me noe

are u then willing to let go?

say,would u do all this for me?

would u respect my wishes my dignity?

bacause thts wat love means to me!

alalalaaaaaaaaaa....

2008-10-15T04:02:00.000-07:00

Hmphh..why is it always those euu love tht hurt u the most?
no arh..not toking abt another old BGR story..
its abt my kwn2 arh...
so..its like we've never really been tht close arh..but nowadays we are like best frens...
then theres this one girl...her best fren frm the start of the yr or smth..
she thinks im trying to steal her away frm her...
then tht stupid gerl is angry with me for making her best fren (frm the start of the yr) angry..
then now she'sputting up an act in front of her bestie when she's near me..
she acts like she HATES me and all...
which makes me feel horrible la...cos i have this thing..like..i feel hated xD
so anywayyyy....yea..then whn i asked her she said it was cos of her bestie tht she acted tht way.
so i was like...UGHHH..but i didnt say anything la..i kept it to myself..
appeared like i didnt care..when i felt super sad =(
and she doesnt no i hv this blog uh..so dun think im writing this just to get her attention!cos im not...uhm..yea...HAISSS...
i feel super sad and neglected...and terrible...and lousy..and hated.. =(
i miss euu!! =( i feel like crying siak...hais..

~SOOOOOOO NEXT STOOOOORRYYYY~

yea..welcome to part 2 of my miserable life o.O of today la xD
oh wait another thing before part 2!
my hanphone strap which i just bought,broke.. o.O
*cries*

SOOOOO part 2!!!!
yea..uhm..my bestie..i guess shes my bestie la xD dunno..
lols..yea so me n her went out today...
gi J8...jln2 arh..then we gi void deck..duduk..then lepak arh..we bought best friend thingys =)
bracelet..n all tht la..so yea..she had a fight wif her mataer..
then like..yea..so she cried..yea..
and then i was busy giving the pitiful look n hugging n consoling her la..lols..
wat a gud fren..yes2...tao takpe =) ...
so anyway the point is..tht the reason they fought was another girl uh..
she was trying to steal her mataer..then like...
he cant NOT talk to her because she will tell her cousin and her cousin will pick a fight with him..which he wants to avoid la..so yea....
so then like..i just wanna say smth..even if tht girl wont read this..
STOP IT.. yea xD wat a long long thing i said ..lols..sarcasm seh ^_^
so yea..i feel realli bad for her..she cried..
sighhh....why are there mean ppl...alalalaaaaa...

so anyways...JOCELYN ily! hahax..riiite..

oh and i saw XINNI darling(lols!) in J8 today..wif her bf la seh =)
hahax!she's nice la now..tht xinni girl =) lols..we were supposed to go out after exams or smth..hmmm...shld ask her when i see her in sch..hmm..ohh yea i had KFC TODAYYYYY!!!WHEEEE!!! xD..randomness..kay ignore the kfc part =)

=)

~love like u've never loved before~

2008-10-13T19:16:00.000-07:00

baby you're just what i need
and as the night grows cold
well hold me tight, don't let me go
we got it all wrong but baby we'll figure it out
as you say that you care, i know you don't
and i wont leave ill try and pretendand i wont leave
ill try and pretend
cause we've got nothing to lose but time so here we go again
dry your eyes, and come home
i feel so alone, and i do know
this is done now, but we will try until the bitter end
but we never made it
like a bad dream I can't get out
and i can't take another second without you here
we tried time and over as it died
maybe I'm the one to blame here
girl just know i love you too
now we're done so here we go again
i know that I was wrong........

aaaarrggghhhhhh!!!!

for some reason im becoming emo-ish xD
i have no idea whyyyyy..
but well yea...
hmphh..this sinking feeling.. o.O ..

ouhhk..yea..syg DANYA!i miss u lotssssssss!!!
love u! =)
and dun worry ill always be here for u n listen to ur probs =)
thts wat besties are for rite?
so yea...u noe u've got me here =)
wheeeeee
n i noe u for ..uhm..this is he 7 th year!! o.O..
=) conclusion: BABY MISSES DANYA!loveeeeeee u!

Hmphh

2008-10-13T01:49:00.001-07:00

wheeeeee!! >.< hyperness siol! sooo..hmm..
today i had my science paper!!which was like super duper totally extremely absolutely HARD.~~maybe cos i didnt study..~~

i left out like a billion trillion gazillion bazillion fazillion questions...hmphhh...ouhhk yea & tht pic was taken when i went out wif sayang ku..syarifahhhhh... =) gi thomson plaza...makan kfc...then jln2 arh..fun seh =) then we gi ambik gambar..n as usual,WE LAUGHED LIKE GILER ~~NAK MAMPUS~~ ...

but my other sayang =)atiqah shld have come seh!then complete family..yay!hahax..oh if u didnt already noe...we're the nur syarifah aini -dumb sisters =) im aini biol syarifah is syarifah giler n atiqah is called nur( >.<) uhm..shes called nur bodoh..yea =)

soooo....ouhhk yea..del invited me to go for the raye outing..tapi i tk blh...hmph..so sad!sob2...i realli wanted to go seh..hmph..but my bapak ckp..STUDY FOR SEC 2.. n i almost fainted o.o ...

so yea..hmphhhh....asalllllllllll!!!!!whyyyyyy whyyyy whyy is this happening to me?

so yea...sighh...oh i'll probably go out wif syarifah n atiqah tmr..maybe...tk tao lh..not confirm yet..but im looking forward to it arh..miss going out wif my CYGs =)

~love,love,me =) ~

tralalala

2008-09-18T05:08:00.000-07:00

baby devil...lil miss notti2 =)

e l l o =)

wheee i got a new blog :]

i dunno why...but somehow every single blog i have is forgotten :X

BUT...i dont wanna forget this one...=)

so anywayyyyy......

im super STRESSED cos of H****H ***....

stoooopid teacher...confiscate my fone..

she confiscated it on monday...then she was like u'll get it back on thursday..(today!)

so i was like...arrgghhh..but fine la..

so then wednesday..i asked her for my fone to see if she had any kindness in her at all >.<....

but NOOOOO...she doesnt...she was like'give it to u on thursday'

so thursday comes along n guess wat?when i went to find for her to get my fone back..the teachers said she EDI WENT HOME!

she went home while a poor innocent tortured young soul(me =) ) was suffering without my fone!

and i didnt even have a spare fone...sighh...

but ehhk no one keeps fones for like...5 farrrrking days rite?

stoooopid evil old idiotic woman.... >.<

im not mean la just super stressed...

cant survive without my fone...

u noe wat...i got sick when my fone was confiscated.. o.O

seriously la... XD....

cant sleep properly aso...i NEED MY FONE!

she's a big fat meanie... >.<

so yea...ehhk i have no idea why she's even the teacher in-charge of dance..

she doesnt teach arh..but if theres forms to hand up n all...she's in charge...so yea...

if she teaches,i will quit dance n join choir or smth XD

so yea...hais....super tired after dance...

blaaah....bored...

soooo loking forward to tmr so i can get my fone back =)

if she doesnt have it tmr...

SHE

WILL

FREAKING

DIE

AND REGRET BEING BORN.... >.<

baby fierce seyy...hahax...

well yea...

soooooo........well i'll continue blogging tmr or smth kays =)

byeeee :]

~baby[loves!]~